that stupid tv show song make me very sad. darn i'm weaker than you.

i hope you're okay.. i wonder whats life there gonna be like. why am i talking to myself. i told you its all the emoness abt sichuan. sichuan is a big disaster. but thats cos many are involved right. but individually, small disasters are disasters nonetheless. i'm making no sense. i dunno how to psycho myself man. my mind is clouded with the same thoughts i know to a certain extent is just unjustified worry yet i can't shake off the feeling. i hate this kinda feeling. have faith right? yea have a little faith he says..

i will and i must do well for BT2.

be healed. and come back soon.