today was a realllyy weird day. terrible morning. you know those kind those just v sian kinda days when nth is wrong yet everything feels wrong? yea. its the worst cos theres nth that can be changed to improve the situation cos in the first place nth is wrong. its a weird feeling. but its a bad feeling. in fact i wrote a long emo post. haha.. but i deleted it before posting it. its just to put into words the bad in that bad feeling.

anyway. things got slightly better after i took like a half hr nap or so. woke up a little less moody. then electone lesson which was pretty gd today. then narnia which turned out pretty much God's plan i guess.. i didn't want to watch it. but having watched it i think i know why God led me to it. and then bigger suprise when i got back home. even if its just 'hey', it means a great deal. haha..

i'm v behind schedule!! yesterday 1 topic. covered that today, tgt with another 2 topics. but i'm short of 3 topics! rahh. and tmr like high possibility gonna be spending a lot of time out. my 7 day buffer has effectively been cut to 5. i expect another bout 3 more days to be used up. that leaves me with bout 2 only! wah cannot. must mug faster!