head aches like crap.. sheesh.. so tired.. i wanna fall sick and just forget. no i dun want to fall sick. neither do i want to forget. this is crazy. its all a mess. i messed it all up again. big thanks to myself. i thought i saw the light. its an endless walkway. there is no light.

there has to be an end. there has to be light at the end.

i am damn stupid and childish. one day. one day i will figure this out. i'm really tired right now. so sick of guessing. so sick of it all.