vivien messaged! from germany! using raynard's phone! so they've finally met each other. hahaha..

my grammar is turning for bad to worse. whatever happened to my english?

i believe the prelims are a lost cost. unless you've been a mugger since yr very J1 days or are super gifted like a few pple, they're a lost cause. why bother study for smth that won't even resemble the a level paper? it doesn't give you a good gauge of yr standing and doesn't prepare you for anything at all! shock pple? you think anyone would care if they know that the prelims are supposed to kill? pls waste my time.

i can't finish studying. and i'm not doing anything about it. haha.. maybe all that i said above is just to comfort myself. but i honestly think there is some truth in it. but oh well. prelim results dun matter to me anyway. as in, they aren't gonna be used for anything. so, not that big a problem.

i feel so irresponsible but i really dun want to care.

i went to read my old old blog. read what i wrote in sec 2. i said things like, 'i feel so weird its a weekend and i didn't study at all!' now i know why i fared pretty well in sec sch. wahaha..

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