i cling on to my faith. i know my God is real and i know my God is the only true God.

but i dun know how to trust. to let go and feel his peace and love and guidance. for the first time in my life, i find no comfort.

but i will never deny my God and His love for me. its got nothing to do with upbringing. its got nothing to do with brainwashing. i know He is God.