i've gone crazy. haha.. so jealous of you. you have so many. its no wonder one is insignificant. whats one to so many more. i want to scream at you but how could i. i dun want to scream at you. if ever i do i'll be screaming at myself first.
i'm so pissed w myself for all this crap. whats wrong w me. ><
i dun like this feeling. i mean it. i dun like it.
theres smth wrong w the perfect world of my creation. theres no one else in it.

haha.. i'm spouting nonsense again. RAH. i want to sleep. good night.

tmr we're baking! like finally. and going to the airport to pick vien and raynard. hey i've said this before. >< my mind is failing me. haha.. time to sleep.