jairus' world collasped on him twice in a day. yet all it took for everything to be okay again was 'do not be afraid. just believe.' kinda struck me really hard. in a way, i've always been so optimistic because i never let my hopes be raised too high, so i don't fall too hard if i do fall. honesty speaking, i dun take failure too well. when things do happen succesfully though, i take it as a pleasant suprise. but it seems i'm being challenged right now. challenged to once again truly hope and believe even though my hopes have been cruelly dashed before. in a certain light, its hope and make yourself vulnerable. but in a different perspective, its hope and believe and so receive peace.

i think i'll choose to believe again.

its so simple. haha.. silly me..