Sunday, October 12, 2008

today made me think a lot.. like what i fear most. which i suppose is man. which is kinda stupid considering how i wanna (hopefully) go the management track. never realised what an irony it was.

why do people want to portray a sense of hostility and aloofness? is it really that important to stay guarded? wouldn't the world be a better place if we could all extend love and warmth even to the strangers on the streets? lol. i realise what a stupid question that is to make. its picture perfect and much too idealistic for a world like ours.

and then certain happenings made me wonder what it is that makes a true leader. is being vocal a must in the equation? must one always have things to say, be it serious points or light humor? must one be able to effortlessly and willingly sustain light conversations that don't really matter at all? as of now it seems to me like something one must have in order to have his potential recognised, although its obvious that that alone cannot sustain any leader. but if there's no beginning then there's no talk about any process is there?

and the idea of studying being a game. like hey, if you finish that set of notes you level up! so if you can sit in front of the com and wait for your tribalwars building lvls to increase then surely you can sit down and finish your notes so you lvl up for a more practical and realistic purpose!

life is a train track. you're the driver. where you want to steer yr train towards is your business. in the end everyone's road will be different. sometimes you lose sight of where you're heading towards and you move in a different direction. sometimes the other trains try to push you back on track. but the train is still yours to control. it is you who ultimately who decides what your road will look like.

if you know you can do it, why short change yourself? why let people think you aren't capable of achieving?

the man was deciding whether to give the big or small ham to his guest. the tempter said 'small, small, SMALL!' the man took the largest ham in his storehouse and gave it away. the tempter said ' fool, fool, FOOL!' the man said, "if you don't shut up i'll give away everything in my storehouse." i like this one a lot. i like the attitude. i like the rebellion that is for a good cause. lol.

i've said this before but i've never taken much action on it. communicating my feelings has always been a subject of great challenge and mystery to me. but i guess i'll learn to do it better.

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