i want to play, only because i don't want to study. but once A's are over, i don't really know what i want to do. work? shop? taekwondo? electone? what?? so unsatisfied. so much discontentment. guess it takes time. can feel myself slowly going back to square one again.. nono. cannot. took great pains to leave that behind.. or at least i thought i did leave it behind. now i'm starting to think twice. thats the problem you know. sometimes you should just stop thinking about things so much. but if you do that then nth has meaning anymore. i'm speaking abstract rubbish even myself doesn't understand so dun bother trying to make sense out of it. just trying to string together a random, long, seeemingly complex sentence. =) i'm so full of rubbish these days..... ><
i wanna talk! talk to me! i'm waiting for, i dunno what!

okay bottom line. i am very Very VEry VERy VERY restless today. =(