Its good to have someone to talk to. Haha.. I used to keep a lot of things to myself because I didn't want to show others the vulnerable side of me. I wanted to keep people at a distance. I couldn't allow anyone to come that close to me. It freaked me out.

But today I've to deal with things so bad I can't do it on my own. Honestly speaking though, I think I've just become much more dependent on others. And I really love the few people who have always been here for me.

I'm a very childish person, trust me. For all the maturity people claim I possess, I'm really just a 19 year old kid looking for the perfect boy, the most beautiful house, the prettiest dresses, lotsa friends and the wonderfully sweet fairy-tale ending.

Bet you never knew this side of me. Forgive me, I'm still young. =D