i realise its been like, 2 weeks since i last posted? that's really long.. since i'm currewntly in a i dun feel like doing anything at all mood, i shall post.
school is getting boring. i am getting bored. i'm starting to think stoning besides the cd player each evening is more fulfilling than staying at home. what have i been doing after school the past 1 week and 2 days? go home, sleep, study, play electone, read newspapers and the occasional o2jam. it is becoming a very boring ROUTINE. i dun like routines. i shall sleep early tonight, wake up early in the morning tmr and do smth interesting before i go to school. yep. its a desperate attempt for a break from the usual.

i haven't thought of what i should do tmr morning. nvm that is tmr morning's business.

started comserve last friday. the kids at bhs really live up to their name. really loud children. but children still! never knew chopsticks could be that entertaining. lessons ended ard 4pm so by the time we got there it was close to 5 already and that's when they stop studying and start playing. i got myself 'attached' to this 10 yr old girl with her very scary mum beside her. we did maths. and i realise teaching is very difficult. its difficult to stand in their shoes and look at the problem the way they do, to understand what it is that they dun understand cos they cannot tell you what they do not understand, and to explain things in a way that is simple, direct and interesting. and all this while we were only doing long multiplication and fractions. >< i learnt some monkey rubber band game! hahaa.. really lame but the kids loved it. were we like that 10 yrs ago? haha..

sat was a slack day. but i finally dl o2jam, thanks to my bro and his pirated dl software. spent most of the day sleeping and playing 02jam. level 7 already! but i can barely pass the level 4 songs. very difficult! but entertaining none the less. =p

sunday was church and a walk ard suntec to get gifts. not very successful. >< suntec has changed lots! or maybe its cos i haven't been there since quite some time ago. anyway its really different now. 'discovered' corners i never knew existed and concluded that marina square is almost like artic. haha..

okay i shall go sleep already. good night. tmr its chem lecture, pe, then break, then HUNDRED FIFFTY minutes of gp/pw. i feel like ponning. ><

its only been 2 days since the official end of huang cheng but i seriously miss it lots already. i miss not being in school at 9pm, chatting with all the people, waiting for a chance to use the player. i miss not seeing all the faces i've been seeing everyday for the past 3 months. i miss the pai xi di dian. and i miss vt.

when we first bumped in on friday, i rmb we were all pretty excited. then xinyu gave us all a horrible lecture as we gathered at the raffles statue for the first time. suprisingly though, after that, everyone was still very high. no grudges, no bad feelings. cos we all know she was just doing what she needed to do. and we all love xinyu. =P

then yin xiang went up to the projection room with deng guang. the first thing that crossed our minds - how many times do we have to climb 4 and a half storeys these 3 days? then we got to projection room and we thought, why did they tell us to bring jackets? the projection room is barely air-conditioned and even less so after we've climbed 4 and a half storeys. but in the next 3 days, the projection room became a very homely place. we didn't do much there. its just a little carpeted room with blue lights and a few rectangular holes for the follow spots. and then we spent the 3 days there playing bridge, sleeping and crapping as we waited for runs and meal times. haha.. so slack! but i miss the little room. everyone there's working towards a common goal. nth else to worry or think abt. no one mugging, no one stressed bout anything. everone is just huang cheng huang cheng. i suppose you never know what how it feels to be in the huang cheng family until you are really in it. we might not know very much out each other, but we all know there is that common something in us, and that brings us all a lot closer.

eventually we did use our jackets in the projection room. i suppose the cool air from the lower storeys (thankfully) infiltrated our room via the 'windows'. the jackets are especially useful when you're sleeping. =P

and then we left vt on sunday night. got back to school, lugged deng guang and dao ju's bags from the gate to lt3, which are super far apart. went down to amphi and helped dao ju destroy and dumb the massive props - kinda xin tong to see just throw away the hours of hard work though, before going to shower and then heading for supper, which was macdonalds! haha.. apparently we have quite some money this year. =P then went back to lt3 to listen to pple crap and then we all went to sleep at like 4am. xinyu woke everyone up at 6am and we went to central plaza in a half-dazed state of mind to sing huang cheng ye yun for the last time as huang cheng ye yun 2007. official end to huang cheng ye yun 2007.

i miss huang cheng still. we should have a deng guang yin xiang chalet. or a bridge outing. hahaa..

souvenirs from huang cheng! letters and little notes from sylvia, ni pa hei ma and cy. 'you light up my life' hp accessory from yin xiang seniors, voodoo hp accessory from ni pa hei ma, very nicely decorated jar from sharon, sweets from cy, musical note keychain we got for yin xiang, ni pa hei ma jacket, yin xiang tee, huang cheng ye yun 2007 tee. yay. little things that'll serve as constant reminders of our huge family.

lotsa memories. haha..


watched iwo jima at vivo yesterday. and it was foc all thanks to e fortunate person who won the tix =P long movie. simple but rather powerful msg. and that open space outside vivo is nice. haha..

gtg sleep. huang cheng!

waahahaha!!

exuberant! elated! crazy! relieved! HIGH! super happy sia. haha..

haha.. yay! almost everyone's back. glad for them, for myself, for us! looks like rvians aren't going extinct in hc. the 3 of them might not be posted back to our class, but somehow there is just some comfort in knowing that we'll still be seeing each other in school. funny how it seems that leaving feeling always hits me after everything is over. like suddenly my mind decides to wake up, put things into perspective and i only realised how close everyone was to leaving only after jas called to tell me everyone's back in. like i was only subconsciously aware of what was happening.

familiar faces back in school. everyone's happy. the end. =D

so sian. haha.. woke up at 10. actually still felt like sleeping but there seemed to be stuff to do. but i got bored reading the notes so here i am, blogging away, before i leave my house for huang cheng. thank goodness we have a day off. waking up at 6 and at 10 makes so much difference.

jts was just like stj. dinner and then we stoned for a long time, trying to decide where to go to next, and then we went somewhere eventually, crapped for a while and went home. only this time, instead of stoning outside fish and co. we stoned outside a toilet, and instead of going to some open space besides the glass house we went to esplanade. but there was interaction nonetheless.

case closed! yea! i shall zi high. newton's law very difficult! >< i cannot do i single qn in the tutorials nah. good thing he has given us the answers. can work backwards. =P

plus i wanna get my mp3 soon! but it think soon means the hols. no time this week.

arghhhh. i wanna be at pandan reservoir and scream like we did when we were still in west coast campus. we screamed wo men shi zai de. we screamed when we got to the 3.3k mark cos no one would hear us there. we screamed just outside that fenced up area, for what i no longer rmb. and i feel like screaming again.

i shouldn't be affected. i shouldn't be saying all this. but i miss pandan reservoir anyway. argh.

hai. i should stop complaining.

today's tech run was quite horrible. but i suppose zong3 cai3 was not that bad. at least we weren't screamed at. plus no, or should i say, minimal screw-ups! and i managed to find an hour plus to work on my lion king song. finally, progress! haha.. i shall hurry do my impro before i forget again. ><