Oh dear me. I just chose a really ugly template and I've lost all my LINKS. Sheesh.

I'm BORED. =( There's nth to do today. I don't like being at home now that I'm only home say max 10hrs a day on average? Sighhhhhs. Its a moody day. =(((

I wanna watch a movie. Anybody wants to watch a movie this evening? ANY movie. Oh man its so sad the guys are all in army now. There're so few of us left. =X

On a lighter note, I went to Bintan bout a week ago? Yeaa and I totally enjoyed it! The place was great and the company was even better! I like being overseas. You literally leave all yr cares behind and relax - although technically speaking, there isn't much for me to worry about right now. There's a lot of personal admin (on top of the dreaded office ones ><) to do though. I wish I could start uni like now. I don't want to go for an interview. Oh mann. I wish I could be financially independent though..

Life has been pretty loaded, kinda hectic sometimes. But it all seems so purposeless. In the end, you just feel best being around people you treasure. That is enough reason for ANOTHER HOLIDAY =DDD

There has only been 1 thing in my life that I have really wanted and fought really hard for, so far. I lost that one. But that's not the point. The point is, that now I have found something that I really want and I am so excited and at the same time, anxious about it, I haven't been able to get to sleep the past few nights.

I wanna go smu.

The fact that I have the grades makes me all the more anxious because there is still the admissions interview. I'm almost there, yet I have yet to cross the finishing or, ironically the starting - to uni life, line. I've always gotten more impatient and excited at the last lap of my runs, literally.

There is so much to do in the coming days! But I am more than satisfied already. I'll try my best to get a scholarship, but even if I don't get a single one, I'll be happy enough just to be in smu, doing the course I want. I've already wasted 2 years. I'm not going to make the same mistake again. This time I promise myself that I'll not regret my decision. Even if I get the worst culture shock in my life despite all the mental preparation, I will take up the challenge gladly and lead a fulfilling 4+ years of uni life. Lol. 4.5 yrs. You can't just let it pass like that!

But I wanna be sure to rmb all my friends and family, despite the intensity of uni life. Even if I change, may it be for the better. I still want to serve in FaithActs and be His hands and feet. I want to be sure to centre my life upon Him and His kingdom. May I not be led astray the way I was the past 2 years. I want to rmb that He always comes first.

Actually I don't know why I'm here cos I don't really have much to say. Or rather, I'm kinda loazy to talk about what has been going on and what is to happen in the next few days. But life is generally going to be busy as usual, which is good, but I am getting horrendously fat and that is really really bad. And I can't run this wednesday! Sobs. I shall run on mon or thurs to make up for it.

Heats for electone competition is in APRIL. It is MARCH now. Is this madness or is this madness. The piece hasn't even been written completely yet! Don't even talk about playing. Oh man. I'm so gonna embarrass myself and my tchr. We were supposed to do the piece for NEXT YEAR's comp! OH NO.

And I'll be working on monday and tuesday with 2 fellow temps and an otherwise, completely empty office! How wonderful (-ly sad)! Sheeeeeesh.

I wanna shop! Anybody has good blogshops to recommend so I can shop in comfort at home on my com? I'm lazy but whatever. HEH. I wanna buy cargo pants! Good cutting, lightweight ones! Where!!